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“life will be better in spring”

lizard

Monday, August 31, 2009 || 9:38 PM

shit! Mr. lizard is killing me

though it's about 4 cm long, I still afraid of it
and why I met Mr. lizard even at Kampar?!

gosh, it's now gone
and I feel very unsafe since I haven't even saw its dead body

okay, I admit, I'm no-gut-women
how? I suka

Labels: Anger, Diary

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zodiac

|| 1:42 PM

盲點：
追求主流定義下的成功，是摩羯一生的志向，
也為了成功，摩羯會付出不少代價。
若是摩羯可以了解，自己的價值自己決定，
不一定非要成為人上人不可，痛苦將會大大減少，
成功的定義也就從此改寫了。
因為，你是自己命運的主人。

弱點：
金錢是摩羯安全感的來源，當金錢匱乏的時候，摩羯的恐慌會比別人更加倍。
但金錢的慾望永無止盡，無法得到真正的滿足。
所以摩羯要時時提醒自己，真正的富足在裡面，不在外面。

優點：
用勤懇踏實去奠基全世界。一步一腳印的態度是摩羯與生俱來的。

金錢是摩羯安全感的來源，當金錢匱乏的時候，摩羯的恐慌會比別人更加倍。
okay, I'd admit, this is somehow quite true

山羊座: 偷偷告訴你山羊們最喜歡「不被人用到、說到、寫到、注意到」，他們拒絕任何對他們的需要，並且在其中以一種病態的方式享受這種「不被用到」的快感。山羊們幾乎毫無生活的情調與樂趣，比金牛更糟的是，山羊可以不要愛而只要性。還有山羊的龜毛程度，也直逼最高精神導師處女座，更了不起的是羊兒們非常不容易迷上某樣事物。是的，山羊座就是一個這般冷漠、功利到讓每一個他身邊的人，甚至是至親都不想理他的「東西」...。然而這就對了！羊兒們正是熱愛「不被需要」。他們想要避免掉一切的事情；所有屬於人類的玩意兒，都令山羊覺得倒胃口和毫無意義；當然，權力與金錢除外！山羊座的字典裡沒有「服務」二字。山羊座只有兩種生命現象：假裝活力十足地，以期能贏取更多權力、金錢、控制範圍是一種，默默的站著領受一切針對他的自私、自閉、冷漠、固執、無情、不健康等批評與辱罵是另一種。我一個朋友曾說：「山羊座是活死人……」，這可不是我說的喔！

this is awesome
他們拒絕任何對他們的需要，並且在其中以一種病態的方式享受這種「不被用到」的快感。
like this *wink*

摩羯座屬於土象星系，性情相對比較穩定，平時的他們給人的印像是積極向上，腳踏實地，低調且不張揚，表情嚴肅，不拘言笑，有一定的城府，傷心與痛苦不會寫在臉上，總是深深的藏在內心深處，當他有傷心之事時，他便會比平時更加努力地投入到工作與事業上去，他便是職場上的工作狂，當取得點成績時，他心中的煩悶自會煙消雲散。

當他有傷心之事時，他便會比平時更加努力地投入到工作與事業上去
this is definitely correct

被巨蟹第二次愛上，便永遠生活在初愛的陰影下，即使他對你不離不棄，即使他向你保証你是他的最愛，但稍懂感情的人便明瞭，巨蟹需要的只是可以停泊靠岸的港灣，他的愛決不會讓一個人佔有，最多，是誰更多一點罷了。也許，可以假裝忽略，就這樣糊里糊塗的愛著，然而，很多事情，抽到斷水水更流。

oh gosh, this is so damn right!

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room-cleaning

Sunday, August 30, 2009 || 2:42 PM

spend about 2 hours plus to clean up my room yesterday

since it's look lil messy for me
and as I mention before, I can't concentrate the whole day on study

so, this is what I actually can do in order to spend my very-free-time

***

and so the result after the 2 hours plus
...

my study table is now look clean and tidy

this is force to put below my desk
I got no place for them

still messy, sigh
I got no idea how to arrange my stuff

too many tea here

okay, this is none of my business

consequences of annoying me, so I'd kill him

the dust for only two weeks
oh my gosh, Kampar is so polluted!

my fan is clean now
specially thanks to abang Fu

look lil mad and messy after all, Oops

***

is my hair growing?
perhaps, but too slow
sigh

Labels: Diary

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vain-in-0828

Friday, August 28, 2009 || 11:37 PM

okay, the first time ever I walk from dannish house to uni
so this is totally not fun at all!

what the bak
some more still need to walk til block E to take our bike then cycle back to Block B
are you kidding to me?
the distance alone between Block B and Block E is already not near
plus the distance from dannish house to uni's guard house and from guard house to Block B
45 minutes for the whole journey!
okay, better die now

consequences of leaving-bicycle-alone-at-uni
*big-sigh*

***
great, all housemate going back
Oops, is most of them, not all

the house should be left only around 5 people now, guess so

haunted? *cross-sign*
never-ever tell me this
I'd like haunting, but not alone *wink*

me and Leyna even suggest to text a short message to each other to give safety report each morning
no-gut-women *shake-head*

Labels: Diary, University

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sad-case

Thursday, August 27, 2009 || 11:57 PM

purposely skip half class since the the class is bored as usual
all the way sneaking walk out the lecturer hall
and end up the rain god no allows us to go back
sad case

and of cause me and Leyna wouldn't choose to attend the class back
never ever ask me to do things which make me feel awkward
*cross-sign*

since the cruel 'rain-god' keep raining until even the class is all over
thus, end up we left our bicycle here alone at uni *pity*
and we went back by car

luckily got Leyna's friend's boy boy
complicate relation?
not really, LOL
white bang in car? again? not really *wink*

***

so now I know the reason
I'm right, you don't trust me

this is what end of your message?!

yea, what a great!
I don't really trust you? perhaps

we're like continue having some new problem for this relationship
and everything seem so ridiculous
how I gonna to trust you
can't you stand on me this side and think of it again

this is not the time yet to step more closer in this relation
this is what I think

I don't know what is inside your mind and I don't even know whether my decision is correct either
so are we still going fine?

great, I don't even know what I murmur about now, sad case

Labels: Diary, Emotional

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people's-economic-class

Tuesday, August 25, 2009 || 11:25 PM

join Leyna attend for her boyfriend's economic class

since I'd lost at chapter 5 and now is about chapter 12
so I have nothing to do in that class but to look around and find joke around

and my gosh
I hate the table chair in this class room

this is like so freaking small

isn't it?

see how Leyna squeeze herself while doing note
or maybe she didn't
whatever is it, it's still freaking small to me

is this comfortable?
Oh my gosh

UTAR memang got brain
and God bless me I'm not gonna to have any class using this class room
if not, can die
wink

***
okay, great, the person sitting beside me has a very terrible body odour
perhaps is from his shirt
whatever is it, I still had to stand for it like about 2 hours
what the bak

***
found something!

look at this phone
(which is belong to ah ben, and ah ben is actually Leyna's boyfriend's friend)

its look still normal for the outer view

yet

how about inside

inside is actually look like..

TANG

TANG

TANG

TANG

!!

this is how its look
big different!

even button also gone

for only two year usage?
my goodness
I wonder what did the owner done to his phone
LMAO

Labels: Joke, University

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random-shit-in-2408

Monday, August 24, 2009 || 9:25 PM

woke up early the morning cause got the urge to shit
and I have been continue shitting for the whole day

stomach not feeling well
wonder what I ate yesterday
chicken rice? biscuit?
no idea
I just get lil ill
urgh

change my blog skin, again

It take me quite sometime to find out some coding
even though I have insufficient time to do my revision for final
I just can't make myself concentrate the whole day on revision

I still can't function my window-close coding though
anyone can help?
LOL

anyway, this skin look nice
like it, wink

I like the song in my playlist here too

great, the weather today is so so so damn cold
yet, still need to cycle to uni to attend the one and the only class
freezing while cycling
and what the bak
purposely cycle under the rain and end up I don't even get what the lecturer was talking about
okay, fine about it
I'm use to this get-nothing-in-lecture-class since foundation

not going back for the weekend since all is out station and I don't have the key to get in my house
and also my daddy keep nagging me not to go back
due to the troublesome transmittable disease
sweat me, really

choose not to care can really make things solved?
what a interesting decision..

Labels: Diary

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pissed-off-in-love

Sunday, August 23, 2009 || 9:09 PM

great! you done a great job man!
your kindness successfully harm a person

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ramdon in 22/8/09

|| 2:05 AM

great, just watch Ju On 1, 2 and 3 continuously
should be getting nightmare later
*nervous*

is time to do revision since final is around the corner
and Oh my gosh I'm lost since midterm
wonder can I catch up
perhaps

lately feel unconfined with our relationship
perhaps I just over thought of somethings doesn't mean much to me
sorry, and yea, we need trust to build a relationship

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random shit

Friday, August 21, 2009 || 10:15 PM

having some shitty dinner just now
海鲜绘饭=rice inside the soap?
urgh, what the bak
hate of eating the shitty wet rice
and great, my tongue got injured, again
consequences of eating hot stuff in the rush
again

***
going uni today for nothing

since we didn't get the lecture note
so we(me and Leyna) only attend the class for only 5 minutes
then ponteng
what the bak

our classmate was like.. huh? coming for only 5 minutes?
the chair didn't even get warn yet also

yea, cycle all the way to uni purposely come here for only 5 minutes
what a great deal we did
I think we're lil mad at making such decision
some more making me fall down from the bicycle while cycling to uni
and this worth for the only 5 minutes
*>.<* anyway, at least we did having lunch there 10a.m. considered as lunch? *LOL* perhaps my dinner for yesterday + breakfast for today + lunch for coming few hours *wink*

over means ended
please no more calling your ex as girlfriend
I did really mind of this your so-called what-a-big-deal

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troublesome-again

Wednesday, August 19, 2009 || 11:00 PM

woke up early the morning to settle the ptptn loan's stuff, again

and congrats me, I finally done with all this bloody shit
>.< *** back to the incident this was what the hell the line is about

since the line was like so farking long, so Leyna and I decided to went back first
and come back later at evening

yet, we still got back here on noon
due to some 'reason'
=.="

continue queue up for like a century

***

very excited from the beginning

after like about 10 hours..

thinking of when is our turn..

need some water to survive

look at this guard
bring his patung while working?
ROFL

the lady who always wearing the cloth I have

wanna to tell this women not to wear certain cloth
even the pants she wearing now
>.<

wonder why abang Fu so exciting?

tang
tang
tang
tang
...
the direction abang Fu looking at

few day didnt wash hair?

LMAO

***
half day has gone...

so this is what basically we did for the bloody hours we had in this hall

and this is so damn farking exhausted
sigh
I wonder why government was so farking got brain and farking troublesome

Labels: Anger, Joke, University

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iPhone

Sunday, August 16, 2009 || 11:21 PM

so this is how great!
its taken me ages to text a message
=/

Labels: Diary

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yoyo & cici

Friday, August 14, 2009 || 11:10 PM

finally found out their name

yoyo & cici
^^

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cuss-with-music

Thursday, August 13, 2009 || 6:07 PM

Hey playboy
It's about time
And your time's up
I had to do this one for my girls you know
That's the only way you boys learn

I can't ever forgive you for that lipstick on your collar
Every day, your phone's always off
It doesn't seem like you're going to change oh oh

All those girlfriends you call "friends"
Don't think of me in the same way as them, I won't let it fly
From now on, do as you want, I'm going to stop caring
For some time I really loved you but oh

Sometimes you get drunk, and call me, now it's 5:30 am
Again you say another girl's name no

I don't care, I'll stop caring about what you're doing wherever you are
From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way
From now on don't come to me and cry, and cling on
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e

cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care

Stealing glances at other girl's legs
You're so so hopeless
Everyday you take off your couple ring, and secretly go on a blind date
I don't think that I'll be able to take it anymore oh oh oh

My friends say that you're not really worth it
You even went to your wolf-like friends for advice but
I'd rather keep it simple, I'm too good for you
I believed you were my love but oh oh

Today you said you were busy, I tried phoning you but
As expected, in the background I heard a girl's laugh oh no

I don't care, I'll stop caring about what you're doing wherever you are
From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way
From now on don't come to me and cry, and cling on
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e

cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care

Because of you, I remember crying till dawn boy
I regret every time I think about you when my heart was too easy, huh boy?
I'm too good to throw away and too boring to have
You should've treated me better when we were together why are you clinging to me now

You fooled me with your lies hundreds of times
From today on, I'll be a bad girl who makes guys cry
Now without a single tear, I'll laugh at you
Loser who's inside a game called love
Get on your knees and take me back
If not, get out of my sight right now

I don't care, I'll stop caring about what you're doing wherever you are
From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way
From now on don't come to me and cry, and cling on
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care

currently addicted

this feeling is so damn suck

fuck! the troublesome loan simply making me dizzy

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epic-in-class

Tuesday, August 11, 2009 || 5:48 PM

whoa, today class was like.. is there everyone going back hometown?

LOL, UTAR culture which is to skip class after all mid-term

so this what basically we done at the tutorial class today
when Mr. ah Yong their group was having their management presentation

purposely go and sit in front of the tutor in order can be the time keeper for this presentation
semangat gila =.="
Leyna even call me to take the bell myself
O.o

find out something funny

can't stop playing with the bell

my Gosh, Leyna look damn cute in this picture LOL

blur..

can we stoppit?!

I think the tutor gonna to kill us! hee

we're totally mad with this @.@

whoa, look at our dark eyes circles
didn't sleep for the whole month? how come..

end up
we're hopeless
the tutor can't comment us any
he perhaps will wonder why he is having this childish students
Geez

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kan-cheong-exam

Saturday, August 8, 2009 || 10:25 PM

screw up the whole night for today test
and now, wow! I'm freaking sleepy
I even felt like sleeping at the time I cycling back
ain't I marvellous? hee

its actually doesn't that tough anyway
is just, on-the-level

and yes, some discussion during exam as usual
*wink*

"holy shit" this is what the sound came beside me
the reaction of Mr. ah Yong
due to the shock for the sudden disappear of his answer sheet
and he didn't notice that I had just took it when he is busying discuss some don't-know-what with Ck
so he thought his answer was just gone in that way
laughing my ass out

and also my pen cover gone after the kan cheong accounting test
what the hack!
pen cover wanted!
I can't manage to find it back (T.T)

also
Mr. ah Yong's bottle pulak gone in such way and miraculously found it on few roll in front of where we actually sat
and he is so damn afraid to take back that actually-is-his-bottle-and-he-thought-is-her's bottle
and this 'her' stand for someone in our tutorial class
LOL he don't know that the truth that actually is Ck accidently kick it until it roll down during the very kan cheong 10 second (time to pass up answer sheet)
ROFL

so, this is what the joke made when during the test

still, there is something pissed me off
where the fucking ever examiner I ever met

this fucking bitch, with her freaking annoying voice plus the asshole counted 10 second
people didn't even finish to staple, write name and everything
and she's so rush to push us run down from up on the hill for only to pass up the shitty paper
what is so damn fucking wrong with her

and, please no more bloody left-five-more-minutes for my test
also, no more 16°c during my exam

time for drama, Gee

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PTPTN loan

Friday, August 7, 2009 || 2:36 PM

Anda telah ditawarkan pembiayaan pendidikan sejumlah RM 48,000
sila klik terima tawaran untuk menerima jumlah tawaran

yeah, I like this sentences so much

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talking-to-herself

Tuesday, August 4, 2009 || 12:44 PM

consequences of insomniac -- sleep with stomach full

consequences of headache -- not enough sleep due to insomniac
consequences of speaking incoherently -- dizzy plus seriously headache
how great!
specially thanks for the two delicious cake and also ah Lip's reaction for his birthday incident
LOL

anyway, today presentation was ended
hopefully the marks will be desirable

what our management topic oreadi arr?

how great you asking this question
not giving any corporation and now even don't know what was our assignment topic?
you done a great job, women

don't keep on asking me the same question if you don't believe in
I found it no point to keep answering for what you asked

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end and begin

Monday, August 3, 2009 || 8:40 PM

finally come to the end of all mid-term-test + assignment + presentation in this week
oh yes, this is so damn great

now is time to plan for what to do after the following week
too free making people feel boring
especially in Kampar here
no movie no shopping no entertainment and what else can expect
sigh

if can on PPS here then it will be better
but unfortunately...
sigh

anyone got any idea of what can do at this very-free-time in this very-boring place?
sigh

by the way
will be going back home on study week
actually still deciding whether to go back on national day or study week
^^
Puchong, I'm coming
LOL

wanna go shopping!

simply get in a relationship because of desperation?
LOL. never ever.

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bag-wanted

Saturday, August 1, 2009 || 11:46 PM

bag wanted!

this too expensive
sigh

Labels: Diary

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