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“life will be better in spring”

holiday Return

Tuesday, September 29, 2009 || 10:46 PM

now come to the end of my degree year 1 semester 1

congrats me, people

thinking of what to do tomorrow
it always make me lost my direction after exam

drama movie shopping nice-food sing-K and what else?

waiting for Pandorum

craving for short pants and hair dryer now
and so when is time to pyramid? *grin*

Keretapi Tanah Melayu berhad never give me a good impression

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back-to-Exam

Sunday, September 27, 2009 || 10:17 AM

it's time back to Kampar for the remaining paper, sigh

I don't have any exam mood though
and didn't even get start to study any yet
UTAR just somehow like to distract peoples' holiday mood, ish

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Outing 2309

Thursday, September 24, 2009 || 9:02 AM

went out have a date with babes yesterday
and as usual, make joke and laughing all the way like no one else stare at us there*timid*

I actually don't have much memories regarding the movie we watch
some joke made just cover it up

and my mind just got stack with this hair dryer thingy
wonder why Philips come out this green yellowish color in stead of others like white black purple pink!
thus, I stare at this hair dryer in guardian like about an age
making myself like a choosy women and end up I didn't buy any
because of the green yellowish so I didn't buy it
okay, I know I'm super annoying in this sense
I know them (Leyna & Cheryl) gonna to kill me either

still, gonna to buy it next time
and gosh, hopefully get the color I desire *grin*

basically I didn't get to buy the things that is on my shopping list
due to this Mid-valley-got-no-shop-to-shop *sigh*

need some short pants now
due to my loose-weight-after-kampar
all my short pants gone!

越具体的东西越难买
这是我的购物心得之一啊

通常特地去买心里设想好的东西
买到时，不是开心而是松了一口气的感觉
难怪无乱购物心情比较快乐（误）

click here for more
in fact, this is so real

by the way,
end up didn't get to meet the secondary school friend
that I didn't meet her for ages
that I mention it on the previous post
sigh

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rebond

Wednesday, September 23, 2009 || 9:30 AM

so basically I done my hair rebonding yesterday, wee~
Leyna was envy about it I think *evil grin*

anyway its make me look even skinny *sigh*

and I want back my curry puff!
is all the hair cutter false, should blame her, ish

picture? no

***
gotta to meet my secondary school friend later
and my babe too, of course
oo hoo!
I was like didnt see her for ages!

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exam-break

Saturday, September 19, 2009 || 10:42 PM

back to Puchong♥

time for movie
also when is TenJi?
*grin*

cut my hair!
Oh emm Gee! my fringe is a gone case!
take time to accept it please lady *talking to her own*

wonder how it look now? LOL *epic*

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miss the past

Saturday, September 12, 2009 || 10:25 PM

studied at McDonalds', Ipoh

this is totally not a good place to study actually
kids a lot running here and there, bang here and there
customer a lot waiting for the place and we're acting like nothing, just ignore and continue conquer the whole table
noisy for sure
and freaking cold environment make me can't concentrate
yet, miss my spicy chicken McDelux so so so much *wink*

also, miss section 14 Petaling's McDonalds'
the song there
the environment there
and the feeling there
like actually this McDonalds' is build specially for student to study *grin*

got shock that my parents view my blog
and I wonder what's wrong if I put my photo here and also nick name

so gotta to change my rude words style
asking why? as above

my top 5 rude words:

1. what the F**k
2. (something), F**ker
3. so so so damn it
4. gosh, freaking out of (something)
5. shit

so which one is need to be terminate? tell me your opinion

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break

Friday, September 11, 2009 || 8:47 PM

结果最后的最后还是结束了这段感情

原以为可以像以往一样平静的接受然后很若无其事的继续过我自己的生活
结果总是事与愿违的我其实没有办法办到我所想象的那种平静

因为伤心因为不服因为难以接受也因为我的不舍得
我于是很用力的大哭

已经预料到的事为什么我的反应却是事与愿违？

我讨厌我的无法专心
讨厌时间一直在走而我还没有办法准备追赶上去
讨厌上帝为什么忘记安装开关键在人类的脑袋
更讨厌我的无法独处

如果痊愈需要双倍的时间
那谢天谢地这只需两个月的时间

long time didn't use mandarin to post blog
does using mandarin give more sense of it?
LOL. not really

and now come back to my rude words style
what the fuck is this to me
I'm so so so damn getting sicked of you!
*sluggish* satisfy enough now

should appreciate the friendship I'm having now

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provocation

Thursday, September 10, 2009 || 11:40 PM

after the few-days-provocation

I'm now exhausted of everything

***
this post actually wanna to talk about what did really happen in this few days staying here at Leyna's house

I'm here actually is for the so-called-study-for-final
end up due to too much provocation
my progress actually is suck like don't-know-how-to-tell

the first day provocation have been told in the previous previous post
the second one told in the previous post

and continue with
time table changing again
what a great fuck UTAR did
yea, I did farking pissed-off about this
make me can't concentrate on what I should do

follow by the two babes here making me awkward to be here *sigh*

can't stand for anymore provocation, really, please

so, enough for my provocation?
can't recall back in this time actually
it's too much

***
by the way, as usual, joke will always happen when two mad women was staying together

first day half way study...

whoa, this is what suddenly attack us

and we scream like no-one-else-here
I know it's middle of the night already
but, forgive me, I'm freaking afraid of this don't-know-what-insect kay
and end up I killed it
murder again
*pray* for this Mr. don't-know-what-insect

second day half way facebook-ing..

this is what a joke we did

click to enlarge *LOL*
it's Mr. ck and Alex fault

third day half way chit-chating...

my gosh, her roommate suddenly come back
we was like.. Gosh! thought come back on Saturday?!

and this is what I did to her stuff

conquered her whole desk *grin*

mess up her bed and everything

and the worst and ever..
spoil her plug out

the plug cannot be turn off back ever

Oops! I really didn't means about it *timid*

***
by the way, got my new time table

*satisfy enough*

***

the two conflict babes solve their problem, finally
really happy with it *wink*
hopefully this will last long

the feeling of loosing a good friends is just same like loosing a boyfriend
totally agree with it

***

so now is about 12:36AM
and the result is, I didn't get any call
meaning what? LOL
I'm lost about it too
pending again?

tearing for few days is more than enough
and how come my tear is silence
so, will it be more comfort for me if I cry it out loud?

I'd listening to Come Back to Me in order to immune myself from sadness
and the two women here wonder is this make any help for my immune system
will be known soon *LOL*

it's blessedness when your tears is not alone
and yea, luckily I still got my babes

the longest ever post?
forgive me for being long-winded
just too much to express

Labels: Diary, Evil, Joke

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heart-broken

Tuesday, September 8, 2009 || 11:59 PM

heart-broken
you break your promises

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stress

Sunday, September 6, 2009 || 11:11 PM

great! I get so sick of everything today
and I think I said fcuk for the infinite times

***
(1)
not enough sleep
sleep very late and awake by someone laughing noise early the morning around 7a.m.
so great I can't fall back to sleep after that
thus go for facebook and blog

(2)
then, come to second causes-make-me-sick
I really don't know what the hell the pets society is always under maintenance
fuck it
even the glamour age is keep on encounter some-don't-know-what-shit-error when I click on any button of it
fuck out
and the sunshine ranch too
load until very long then only show the notice it is under maintenance
what is all this fuckky?!
is facebook hating me?!
what a great

so fine, great even, can now go for studies
yet I spend about 3 hours and got nothing
just can't concentrate

go to sleep then on 11a.m.

and shit I sleep late *I thought*
since I date Jac Jac for studies around 12p.m. and the time I woke up is actually 1p.m. plus
yet actually she also not yet ready, so okay
after lunch only study

(3)
during lunch, got cheat by Mr.Rikuku

the curry here all very nice one
you can try all out
is all about the same price, no extra charge

great, this is what Mr. Rikuku told me
end up my whole rice is full of different different curries
and the taste is definitely what a great fuck
LMAO, trust the wrong people though

half way eating, a Mr. cockroach appear in a sudden beside my dish
freak me out and ROFL
I'm almost mad
is this enough for today?!

(4)
so finally time to study
and basically I spend the whole noon with nothing
causes of the suddenly-manythings-to-consider

things to consider:-
1. time table for next semester
french class is full, so now left for Tamil and Japanese
go for Japanese of course and hopefully we still get to choose

2. get confirm about whether can take three subject for next semester
since that semester is like very free

3. time and date to come back Kampar for the last final paper
need to buy train ticket too

4. about transferring the MUET paper to Petaling
so no need purposely come back Kampar to take this troublesome test
same time and money

5. time, date and how to come back for second semester

6. find job for next semester
since next semester will be a really-free-semester
thus, if wanna to go back every week then should find a job to cover the cost used
so what job can it be since the Saturday class will sure be there

sick of all this considering
fuck

hate of waiting message replying

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workaholic

|| 1:08 AM

so today was the first and ever I study for the whole day

actually not the whole day but about more than the half day
since I still spend lil time for my blogging and facebook
can't miss it for my life now and perhaps only now, in still a student *wink*

actually I went for Jac Jac house for my more-than-half-day-study
(erm, actually is Mr. ML house since she staying with her boy-boy due to some haunted case)
and starting my more-than-day-study from 12p.m. to 1.30a.m
more than enough? lol

of course at the middle we had a lot of conversation, gossip, joke, and also hold someone up to redicule (plus my facebook-ing too) *grin*
but better than if I study alone in my own room
sure 'll go for whole day facebook-ing and blogging
due to the very-conveniently-my-lappie-in-front-of-me *shake-head*

so now basically I'd finish read though and understand for my micro economics and will be planning to memorize it only the day before exam *wink*

***
and this is where basically we settle our dinner or maybe lunch

oldtown beside the goodfriends restaurant

actually we manage to have the clay-pot-Tong-Poh-meat
yet, due to some reason we're late so it's sold out *sad case*
still, this clay-pot-OysterOil-chicken-rice also taste good *satisfy enough*
and the boss said tomorrow will have new dishes coming in
must reach there early tomorrow then *wink*

Mr.Rikuku feel it's too much for one people to consume one clay-pot-meal
but my stomach actually not full enough after it
even Jac Jac called me to drink up the soup so that I can fill up my stomach!

so am I a weido?

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the-laugh-in-conversation

Friday, September 4, 2009 || 7:01 PM

skip class for the whole day and doing revision while facebook-ing the whole day, how great
and so this is what basically my progress

Quantitative Techniques-
finish read though all but only done tutorial 6 due to some reasons
topic 7? I don't get it

Financial Accounting Framework I-
finish read though and not understand at all *sad case*

Principle of Micro Economics-
finish read though all but not really understand especially the last chapter

Financial Information for Management-
not even touch yet and I don't know what the hell it's all about, oh mm geez

Management Principles-
read though until topic 11 and still got two more topic to go
unfortunately the data slip off from my brain after what I just read *shake head*

so so for my revision
sigh

***
and this is what had happen in the middle of my revision today

feel bored for the half day study thus go and view people's blog
and so I read the post Tzia wrote
realize she had register the class for next semester today
then without further a-do go and text a message for Leyna

the messaging-conversation begin as this

me: Hey, can register oreadi wor the class

Leyna: can register or view timetable only?

me: can register.. I just read Tzia's blog.. and I think french de good de time will be taken.. as what she say larh.. Lol, so you still outside or what?

Leyna: Oo. ya meh? she different course wor..

me: Huh? but the registration not same de meh? Lol, I go check

after a short while..

Leyna: Zz. not yet la..

me: Lol. paiseh.. *timid*

okay, I'm blur in this sense

***
until dinner, feel lazy to go out eat
plus I just don't feel like eating alone at any restaurant
so then call for delivery

and this is what normally I did when having lunch or dinner at room
eating and facebook-ing at the same time

whoa, you're very convenient hor
left hand taking dinner right hand facebook-ing

what my coursin always used to say when she saw me doing this
and she is like very surprising and I think she's envy too
the benefit of left-handed *grin*

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random-in-0902

Wednesday, September 2, 2009 || 9:46 PM

guess what
this is what I saw while I'm having the urge to pee this noon

the toilet cleaner left over her so-called toilet-bowl-brush after she finish her work
LMAO

***
not on mood for final yet
plus, urgh, can't stop from blogging and facebook-ing

so how
anyone can help?
yea, I think no one
(simply murmuring here, geez)

***
got my baggie today *wink*

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Lately

Tuesday, September 1, 2009 || 5:05 PM

great, facebook and blogging successfully distract me lately

***

went for the early class today
and this is what the joke made
kindly refer to Leyna's Blog

LMAO
what a great job we done

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