Urgent matter, tell slowly..Just some random posting =D
Important matter, tell clearly..
Tiny matter, tell humorously..
Uncertainty matter, tell alert..
Matter didn't happen, don't simply tell..
Matter can't make it, don't simply promise..
Matter which hurt someone, do not tell..
Dislike matter, tell right to the matter but not the person..
Delighted matter, tell depends on condition..
Upset matter, do not tell everyone..
Others people's matter, tell carefully..
Own matter, listen to your heart..
Current matter, do it before you tell..
Future matters, tell in the future..
If you do feel irritated about me, tell me please..
Labels: Thoughts
Labels: Diary
Labels: Diary
Labels: University
Labels: Diary, University
Labels: Diary
Labels: Diary
ah Yong: actually go CC also not that fun (spoke out very randomly)
Leyna: why?
ah Yong: got what so fun?
me, Leyna & chicken (Ck): (look at each other, burst out laughing)
chicken (Ck) : Yong, I also don't know how to save you now (can't stop laughing)
ah Yong: you got bring anything to eat?this is what the joke ah Yong make doing Kampar. LOL
Leyna: got~
ah Yong:what?
Leyna: bun
ah Yong: bun? see
Leyna: see? (wondering is he never see a bun before)
Chicken(ck): (burst out laughing) Yong, you never see a bun before? (continue laughing)
有些人我就是沒道理的討厭,並且討厭的很,並且是毫不隱藏的那種。
有些人則是在經過相處之後,慢慢開始發現,然後開始討厭,討厭的很,毫不隱藏的那種,當然。
她就是其中一例。
距離我們最後一次見面已經是幾年前的事情,見面的經過以及談話的內容已經忘的乾乾淨淨,只記得當時清楚明白的了解到:這個人我真是無論如何都不想要再存在於我的生活圈裡面。是這樣子的一個潔癖感。
在此之前我們其實是學校裡的朋友,而後來則變成是認識過的人。
最後一次聊起她時,是另一個生活圈的朋友,正氣憤難平地說著職場上遇見的某個討厭鬼,平常不聯絡、不出現,只除了當他需要妳的時候
例如:
『幫我介紹個工作。』
『幫我介紹個案子。』
『幫我介紹個客戶。』
幫我幫我幫我,在他們眼中,妳只是個可以利用來幫忙的傢伙,儘管他們可能是以朋友的姿勢自居
因為是朋友,所以請幫我。如此這般的理所當然還理直氣壯
聽完朋友的敘述,我當時想起她。
她就是這樣的人,在我眼中,在我面前。
第一次她要我幫忙她介紹出版社。而當時我好熱心的查了好多資料花了好多時間幫這個忙,因為我覺得我們是朋友。
只是我想不起來她有沒有道聲謝。
後來她要我幫忙介紹些名人給她,而當時我帶著歉意表示我連半個名人也不認識所以幫不上忙。然後我開始懷疑我們是不是朋友。
朋友是在只需要幫忙時才會出現的嗎?
最後一次她要我幫她翻譯日文,我記得我那時候好忙好累身體好差,我被壓力被未來被時間追著跑
我口氣好差的告訴她我好忙我沒空我日文忘得一乾二淨,她繼續纏著說這很快這簡單這妳一定要幫幫我
而我想不起來她當時是否起碼問候一聲,或者起碼問過一聲:妳怎麼了?
我當下只知道這傢伙已經變成是認識過的人
我想不起來我們當初是怎麼變成朋友的
但我記得我們最後怎麼變成不是朋友了
Labels: Thoughts
on the car..yea, what a joke UTAR is making
papa: when you going back again?
me: tomorrow
papa: exam?
me: yea
papa: what test is it this time?
me: MUET. the oral test
papa: Oo. oral? two hours one on one?
me: half an hours actually
papa: Owh, so basically you purposely going back just to show off your English oral abilities for half an hours? (burst out laughing)
me: ...
Labels: Anger, Workaholic
someone: hey, this's XxX, calling from Epromote
you free on this saturday? can work for me?
me: Er.. (still murmuring)
someone: please please.. (sound very desperate)
me: this Satuday? is actually tomorrow right?
someone: yes!
me: Erm, okay. where is it?
someone: Giant Puchong can?
me: too far. any other option?
someone: tesco?
me: okay. no need training? (wondering)
someone: Er, no need. I will pass all the things to you later
me: Huh? kay. (without a second think)
Labels: Workaholic
me: (thinking of wanna have some tomato sauce for my chicken chop)
Leyna & Cheryl: (like knowing me very well) why don't you ask for tomato sauce for you chicken chop?
me: (put my hand up trying to call one of the waiter)
about few waiter and waitress approaching me (I think there is about half amount of the waiter in this restaurant)
me: (looking at them, stun) err.. can I have some ketchup?
the waiter: kay.
me: is he got me? (murmuring inside my heart. because he like not understand English or what)
me: (ignore of my curiosity, continue enjoy my meal)
a moment later..
a waiter putting a kicap (which is black in color) in front me
me: (look at it, stun, then burst-out-laughing)
Leyna, Leanne & Cheryl : (don't notice what happen to me even)
me: hey girls, you see what he gave me! kicap in stead of ketchup (non-stop-laughing)
Cheryl, Leyna & Leanne: (burst-out-laughing)
Cheryl: they sound similiar actually
Leyna: call for another then
to be ill at ease, ask Leanne to ask for me for the tomato sauce then
Leanne: can I have a tomato sauce?
waitress: I'm sorry, we don't have any tomato sauce
waiter: (without any permission he take go the kicap. confidentially that we don't need that kicap)
me: then myonis?
waitress: we don't have either
me: erm. okay then
waitress: (looking at Leanne) so are you okay with this chill sauce?
Leanne: (continue eating without giving any respone)
me: it's okay. thanks.
waitress: (still looking at Leanne and with the nervous face thinking about whether to take go the chill sauce or what) so do you feel okay with this sauce?
me: she is talking to you ar! (impatient)
Leanne: huh? okay okay
we: (burst out laughing, again)